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Apr. 20th, 2006 11:08 amSo, I'm liking this sponsored LJ! I get to use a mood set, I get more icons, and I have to admit, the ads aren't that bad!
I'm also putting two applications for jobs in the mail this afternoon, which feels pretty darn good! I also have to do a short 5 minute presentation this afternoon.
As outgoing and talkative as I usually am, I dont wanna. I dont know how, but somehow, she's made this more stressful than fun. It's supposed to be fun but my stupid perfectionist self can't help remembering that somehow this 5 minutes of time is like a final project. I mean, WTF! And she's allowing us to do whatever the Ef we want. So...what's the deal? What's my problem?
In all honesty, this has been such an intensely packed year filled with great projects and even greater classes, that I really feel like I just need another week off. I used the entirety of my spring break to work on my thesis, so I kinda feel that I never had a spring break at all. I then got ANOTHER break of sorts when my Education prof had HER break, but once again, I spent the entire time sitting on a couch researching and writing my thesis. No break again. I feel like I really haven't stopped, even though I sit here nightly vegging in front of the TV like a braindead zombie of pop culture, I still feel like I can't relax. Perhaps its because I still have projects coming up today and Monday for class, but I really feel like I am permanently wound up. I also have a job search to do and a lack of monies in front of me. Maybe that's doing it too.
I think I also need to start working out again. That would probably help alieve some of this stress. And a shower. Which I'm going to take now. You can start your drooling...now! ;^)
(OH, and all you trek lovers, check out my suhweet icon. It owns my soul. Literally.)
I'm also putting two applications for jobs in the mail this afternoon, which feels pretty darn good! I also have to do a short 5 minute presentation this afternoon.
As outgoing and talkative as I usually am, I dont wanna. I dont know how, but somehow, she's made this more stressful than fun. It's supposed to be fun but my stupid perfectionist self can't help remembering that somehow this 5 minutes of time is like a final project. I mean, WTF! And she's allowing us to do whatever the Ef we want. So...what's the deal? What's my problem?
In all honesty, this has been such an intensely packed year filled with great projects and even greater classes, that I really feel like I just need another week off. I used the entirety of my spring break to work on my thesis, so I kinda feel that I never had a spring break at all. I then got ANOTHER break of sorts when my Education prof had HER break, but once again, I spent the entire time sitting on a couch researching and writing my thesis. No break again. I feel like I really haven't stopped, even though I sit here nightly vegging in front of the TV like a braindead zombie of pop culture, I still feel like I can't relax. Perhaps its because I still have projects coming up today and Monday for class, but I really feel like I am permanently wound up. I also have a job search to do and a lack of monies in front of me. Maybe that's doing it too.
I think I also need to start working out again. That would probably help alieve some of this stress. And a shower. Which I'm going to take now. You can start your drooling...now! ;^)
(OH, and all you trek lovers, check out my suhweet icon. It owns my soul. Literally.)
