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[phoenixastraea]

I am so desperately unhappy write now. I don't even want to write about it now because it will remind me of all that I have yet to do and the short time in which I must accomplish these things.

Lets just say that in one small email, my entire sense of scholastic self-confidence has been utterly obliviated. I don't even know why I'm here. Whether its true or not, I feel like a complete failure at the moment.

I feel unintelligent, uninspired, unmotivated, incapable, and absolutely overcome.

As my beloved Sting once sang, "It hasn't been the best of days...I'd like to fly away..."

Comments

[persian-dust.livejournal.com]

I know it's easy for me to say from where I'm sitting, but I know you have people here for you who appreciate you and your work. One small email is just the opinion of the person who wrote it, and while it may amount to a lot, it does not amount to everything. There are and will always be people who believe in you and will appreciate your merit. You're almost done, right? Just work to the best of your ability, which I'm sure is amazing, and make sure that you feel satisfied first and foremost. I can't really offer any other words, I suppose, since I'm only 17 and my biggest worries at the moment come from tiffs with my parents, but I hope that things get better. You're sweet, funny, engaging, and seem like an incredibly intelligent person from the few conversations we've had so far. You are not a failure because of what one person says to you. I wish you the best and hope things look up. ♥

[phoenixastraea.livejournal.com]

You're wonderful. Thank you for your heartwarming words. MUCH much love.

[redorchard13.livejournal.com]

i think i know the feeling your having now. people somehow always manage to suckerpunch you at the most awful moments dont they? i'm sorry you're feeling unhappy. i havn't known you long but i can say with great conviction that you're in no way unintelligent, uninspired, or incapeable.

keep plugging. its usually at times like this that all the really good ideas come.
::hug::

[phoenixastraea.livejournal.com]

Thank you for your kind thoughts and the hugs. And you're right, the good thoughts usually come at times of stress.

*hugs back*

[arctic-silence.livejournal.com]

Come here and help me with my revolting yard. That'll get your mind off assholes who don't know what they're talking about. Someone who can alliterate like you can is certainly not unintelligent, uninspired, unmotivated, incapable, nor overcome.

[phoenixastraea.livejournal.com]

Man, I would LOVE to do yardwork right now.

After this thesis is done this week, I PROMISE we will do our alliteration drabble for V. =^)

[arctic-silence.livejournal.com]

I was hoping your thesis would be all alliteration. hahahahaha

[phoenixastraea.livejournal.com]

Dude, you have no idea how much awesome alliteration I've ALREADY incorporated into my thesis.

For example: "The lesbian-as-femme fatale finds herself an unwanted intruder into male subjective territory, her existence endangering the blurry boundaries demarcating stable social and sexual identity."

Heh. Heh. =^)

[arctic-silence.livejournal.com]

I hope you like lesbian sex because I am going to bang you now for that.

lawlz.

[phoenixastraea.livejournal.com]

Rawr!! =^D

(Yeah, its hot, aint it?)